Zeeq Rentequiero

Bye Blogger

2009-09-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

Finally decided to change to tumblr as my new blogging medium. It has been 3 years using blogger and it hold tons of sweet/bitter memories in it. But blogger is being an irritating bitch lately. Bye blogger :(

Here's my new link:

http://peoplelikeme.tumblr.com/

Bye

2009-09-02T01:00:00.001+08:00

What the fuck is happening to me?

I'm tired. Haish.

Story without words

2009-08-11T00:39:00.009+08:00

This is my story without words. Figure it out.

Don't get it? Hover the photos(:

G.I Joe

2009-08-09T01:21:00.003+08:00

I've been longing to watch G.I Joe since it's first thriller out on the net? Finally it's out on the 6th this month and so I catched the premiere. Comparing Transformer 2 to this in terms of action filled, G.I Joe is way better. Although I would say that everything is quite messy; actions everywhere, it's storyline will awe you.

G.I Joe. The rise of cobra. Rate 8/10

So go watch!
Anyways, Happy 44th National Day!

Sincerely,
the not-so patriotic citizen.

I'm talking like a fcuking Mat

2009-08-03T11:35:00.002+08:00

MENDAK LAH SIOL DALAM CLASS.

Camwhore

2009-07-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Oh wells, things hasn't been smooth sailing for me. I've been yearning from a break from school since eons ago and at long last, I get it today. Staying at coffee shop opposite school the whole day isn't a bad idea after all. Lucky me, Aisyah and Asmirah skipped lesson too. Halfway through though, we went in library to avoid finishing up our pack of ciggs back at the coffee shop.

Anyways, I wondered what you guys love to do when you're bored to death? Urm, for me, I will visit my regular (http://cameroid.com/snap.php). I will camwhore like a retard and grab everyone around me into the picture. Alas for me, cameroid.com is being such a bitch today thus explaining the little photo taken.

Aisyah looked like a damn kiddo here.

It says everything, doesn't it?

Oh wells, I need some time for my own too. Right?

As a windup to this post, New Moon by Stephenie Meyer rocks my boxer shorts and I need to go to Khair house for sleepover. Take care.

Ouh weekdays, come back.

2009-07-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Zzz. I swear my weekends are extremely more boring than my weekdays. Atleast weekdays, there's school and did i tell you guys I enjoy going to class now? Haha. So what I did over the weekends? Drank with Khair and got drunk; I hate getting drunk, seriously. And today, had Subway for dinner with Khair and Shabri. Andddddd, when i reached home, my family went out without even telling me. Zzz. I'm fucking bored. At home all alone now.

Bored, again.

2009-07-16T15:11:00.004+08:00

Bored in class, again. Sooooo, to kill boredom I looked for funny images to entertain myself. Haha, here are some which i found fucking hilarious.

Ahhhh! Avalanche!

Can we have these in Singapore?

Ice cream made from fresh 'cream'.

Rest in peace fucker.

Shut your windows tight and put on an oxygen mask.

Isn't it better? Kill the cockroaches.

Class ending soon, meeting Hams and Ameng after this. (:

Bored

2009-07-13T11:32:00.000+08:00

Damn old photo but hold tons of memories.

Aku rindu kau lah giler. Haha

So bored in class. Zzz

Zzz

2009-07-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

I don't find the need to blog these few days since there isn't any interesting thing that I did apart from mundane lessons in school. Nevertheless, I shall at least write something to fill the empty space of this dead blog.

There's always a point of time when things change between you and your bunch of friends; whom you used to be very close to. Be it good or bad, but then again it's always unpleasant for the case. Sometime you didn't even know you're being outcasted by them and regrettably the next thing you know, they had an outing together without you knowing.

This used to a bunch of great friends I once had.

Then again, things always change. For mine, it's unpleasant. I wonder why must good thing always come to a bitter end. Nonetheless, this is always part and parcel of life; friendship. I hate to whine about this but I just can't help it. I tried to fix the problem, but the more I did the more I hurt myself. I guess I just have to let it go for now. Hong Kong trip, Sentosa, sheesha etc, thank you very much for the pleasant time spent together. (:

And I guessed Aisyah and me had decided to leave since there's nothing more to stay for, not even the closed ones left.

I had enough of whining about this. I am not emo shitting but I just need to say to express myself, so that I feel better. Take care.

Retardddddd

2009-07-04T01:46:00.001+08:00

I hereby declare Nisha a retard. HAHAHA

How the hell do I sing out the tune in MSN, just by typing? Hahahaha. Okay, random.

Fuck H1N1

2009-07-01T23:37:00.012+08:00

Alright, I haven't been updating my blog. It's not because I committed suicide like those MJ fans, but I am just plain lazy. Been to a lot of places for the past few weeks and wanting to blog about them then again, blame my lazy fingers. Life hasn't been a smooth sailing one but I am still hanging on. H1N1 is sucha pain in the ass. Not that I am suspected of one but because of that damn flu, a lot of things got to be postponed or canceled. Hazirah and I got pulled off from the SYOG competition because we're from RP and were showing signs and symptoms of H1N1. Fug you swine.

Okok, enough of words. Let me shower you with tons of photos taken during random outings. Enjoy.

East Coast with TPB and bimbos. Fun!

Meet Nadia, my 12 years and still counting best friend.

Okay, that's me if I had long hair.

Taken just before everyone got drunk that day.

The happy friends, look at Isam's face; priceless.

Happy as ever.

And next set of photos would be E24H trip to JB for Transformers 2. I swear it's great. Ignore the critics who rate it badly. A must to watch!

At woodlands, waiting for bus. duh.

They love taking photos of my blur cock face.

City square!

We lunched at Kasih Asam Pedas. I've lunched there for like 3 times already? Zzz

The good food, really.

See, I told you.

And again...

Enjoying the oh so good food.

Priceless.

Haha. Caught you smoking Nisha.

Another blur cock face. -_-"

After movie at Coffee Bean.

What's better than cheap ciggs?

Testing for group photo

Nah, let's take another shot

Tadaa. Finally

That's all the photos I can share for now.

Andddd, to end the post, look at my fucking grade. And for the very first time, I got an E for my UT. Woah.

Take care people. (:

Phew, relieved.

2009-06-17T22:05:00.004+08:00

School reopens, and that means back to mundane routine. A lot had happened during the 2 weeks vacation period, and I guessed those things make me in a lot stronger person. Now that everything is back to normal again, it's time to relax and spend time with friends and family.

Anyways, Viva La Symphonie III finally over with such huge success. I enjoyed myself and relieved that everything went on smoothly. Ticket sales improved so much in matter of days. Although we didn't meet out target, but still it's a filled hall. Here are photos of the event.

The Kampung Pening Lalat people.

Syu basah and Kero

Pu-ni-tha and me. hahaha

The section photo

Sandy and me(:

Pu-ni-tha, me and our SL, yanling

Take care.

Dead and gone

2009-06-10T18:14:00.003+08:00

My 18 years of living can never be more terrible than what I am facing now. All troubles seems to come at one go then it went away slowly, leaving a painful aftermath. Nobody knows how I feel right now, and no one should. Despite the sorrowness, they're always great friends whom I can turn to talk to; people like Naf, Aisyah and Abi. Frankly speaking, I would have already gone bonkers without them. Thanks great people (:

Fhotos.

2009-06-07T23:18:00.005+08:00

Hello sisters and brothers of another greatgrandmotherrrr. Here are some random fotos taken during band camp and Ensembles concert. I'm just too lazy to type; band camp aftermath. Zzzz.

The angel, the innocent kid and the demon

23 or 32?

The stuck up "majors".

The havoc people during band camp

Meet my clarinet section.

Goodbye long and messy hair.

Meet punitha, the coolest indian girl in the world. tehee

Enjoy your holidays and those who have not, have fun in school...

Viva La Band Camp

2009-06-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

I'm back from the long 4 days 3 night band camp. Hectic, strenuous but fun.

Anyways, please please please please support me for my upcoming concert. I would appreciate if you could attend this concert, really.

Details as follow:
Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony - Viva La Symphonie III
The Republic Cultural Centre (TRCC), Theatre
13th June 2009, 7pm
Tickets at $10, $12.

MSN/SMS me for tickets. Really hope you guys could come and support me. (:

Malay sia

2009-05-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

I've been visiting Malaysia quite often this few weeks. It just keep me want to go back over and over again maybe due to the fact that with just $15 I could catch a movie (couple seat), bought 25stick ciggarettes and have proper restaurant meal. What's more to say, let the photos talk yeah!

I love their Kbox in their arcade. Way awsome!

Meet jackey. Same couple wear today. I'm hotter, yay or nay? haha

Yamseeeeeeeng the bandung. Yum

Naf enjoying her asam pedas while me enduring the spicyness of the dish.

Power Kids. Hillarious and full of actions! Worth watching! 8/10

Angels & Demons. A really must watch movie! Full of puzzles and intersting story line. 9/10

Malaysia ain't that bad afterall. They come in handy when your're having financial crisis back here in S$. Hehe.

For HIM

2009-05-16T21:59:00.004+08:00

Good news for guys out there. I stumbled across this blogshop, yes it's a blogshop for guys, while I was bloghopping! They have the latest and coolest designs on store.

I gonna grab them soon! Go and take a look at it.

De resign

2009-05-10T14:57:00.004+08:00

Designing a poster etc. for an event organised by an organization isn't easy. Living up to their expectations is like killing yourself slowly. Furthermore when you have to go through quite a lot of draftings and edditing, which changed the initial idea of your designs.

I've been designing quite a sum this year itselfs and i consider retiring soon. Haha. Here are the 2 posters I've designed for Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony upcoming back-to-back concerts. I wouldn't say both of this are the best but they're time and effort consumer.

Ensembles! On 25th May 2009
TRCC Studio, Free admission

Viva La Symphonie III, 13th June 2009
TRCC Theatre, $10 & $12

Designs are my passion, but too much of it can cause harm. Anyways, Happy Mother's Day to all Moms out there especially my Mom! Enjoy your weekends.

Back for few days

2009-05-07T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'll. Back to blogging after few weeks of blog break. School have been great and so are the classmates. I guess I am enjoying every moment in class unlike year 1 partly because of the interesting modules and happening peoples. Life have been pretty much settled down; having something do thing and not roam around aimlessly. Adding on, influenza prevenntion practices - temperature taking and thermal scan is really annoying due to the fact that all entrances in the school are locked except for the main entrance. I need to take a long detour from the carpark to my class which takes up few minutes. Hope it ends reaaaal soon.

On a side note, need a haircut real soon. It's getting thicker and longer by day. Any new hair styles? Not bangs please.

Your's truly,

Respect

2009-04-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

I don't wish to vent anger here anymore but I was really pissed off with someone. I don't wish to insert his name here, it's between me and him and i respect his privacy.

What's your fucking problem? Asking me shut up infront of the whole band while I was practicing because you were practicing too? It's effing rude and I guess you wouldn't want to be shouted at infront of everybody you know. I don't know about you, but I have pride. Furthermore, it's after band practice, I have the rights to practice and so do you. So I don't get it why am I asked to shut the fuck up. Go library or book a fucking room if you want peace and quiet for goodness sake. You're fucking selfish and that's all I can say. After this incident, to me you're no different from the person you've always gossip about. I'm talking about respect here and seems that you have none towards me and other people. I will never respect you like I used to as I know you didn't deserve it. Fuck lah.

Spam my tagboard, do whatever shits you want. But do remember that you've lost your self-respect.

Go fuck yourself

2009-04-16T05:14:00.004+08:00

I'm so DRAINED and I need a fucking rest. Get it? School reopens next week, how great. Fuck to those who only know how to complain and never satisfied with what I give. Why don't you go do it yourself and see how EASY it is, provided you know how to do that is.

I hate that bitch.

On a side note, you really do alway have a good excuse since the day I met you. It seemed that you never run out of reasons. But too bad, we all knew they're all hoax. So sorry yeah, to hell with you.

Okay, I'm done venting my anger here. If you think I'm referring to you, then too bad; just fuck off.

Don't read, it's rubbish

2009-04-08T00:45:00.003+08:00

Everything now is just about me revolving around my bike. Had my test just now and failed by 2%. Argh, frustrated and fretting over that. I will try again tomorrow. Don't feel like taking pract tomorrow, but I hate procastinating it so blah blah blah...

Karaokeing tomorrow. Shit helloads of fun I assume.

Take care people.

Movies and Sheesha

2009-04-05T02:08:00.004+08:00

So we catch The Unborn together, although I was hoping Coming Soon. I would rate it 4/5 considering the fact that it has a great storyline but lacks actions as I expected.

Best buddies.

All of us owes the same smile.

Group photos is a must in every ocassion.

We had sheesha after the movie. Imagine walking from Cineleisure to Haji Lane. It's exhausting but we just love walking. We had a hard time finding a spot but still we managed to settled down. *grins*.

Ren and Luey. Eyeing on our victim, ready to attack.

I had lots of fun but it's time for serious work now. Damn.

Please read, sorry.

2009-04-01T02:51:00.000+08:00

You may not accept what I am about to post here, but this is merely another bombshell that is about to explode. I have been keeping somewhat about myself, closeted from others in which I couldn't bear to withhold any longer. It is painful for me to keep on pretending and yes, I have suffered enough. I'm sorry to anyone who might get affected by what I am about to say.

I have a lot of people asking me why I stay single for so long. My answer to them was I'm just simply tired or not bebothered to be in a relationship, after my previous unsuccessful relationships. The truth is that I'm gay. Yes, not as in happy but attracted to my own gender. This may shocked many but this is my reality. I can't change it so do you.

I'm in a relationship right now, blissfully attached to this guy I know for a long period of time. He showed me the true meaning of love, care and affection. Thanks Luey for all the sweet time we had shared together, I know this is hard for you and me now, but this is who we are. I know he will always be there for me. I'm happy with the way I am now, and I hope you will be happy for me too. It's your choice anyways, to be judgemental against me.

To my brothers(TPB) and sisters, sorry if you haven't heard of this or never had expected anything like this to come about. But this is who we both are. Sorry.

But, before you starts flooding my tagboard/msn, putting me onto your hatelists, calling me loose ass, blocking me on msn or stuff like that, I want you to check back the date today.
Have a great day ahead.

Regards,

Zeeq Rentequiero & Luey Vayo

Photos?

2009-03-27T03:30:00.005+08:00

Apparently, I have yet to receive any family chalet and KPL sentosa outing photos from the camera punya tuan. So there's pretty obvious that there's nothing to blog about just yet since I prefer the photos to do most of the talkings.

Busy days yet to come. Keep updated.
Regards,

Good old days

2009-03-24T02:59:00.004+08:00

Nadia send me this photo and makes me reminisce about those good old days. Look at how ~~nerd~~ decent I was back then. Oh, from left: Nadia, Nisah and me.

This is the creepy art store room we used to hang out at when tired of doing our O level art or merely jaded by the teacher's crap; sleep, break fast, chat and create havoc.

The pontianak behind? Legend.

Sun, Sand, Sea

2009-03-22T13:13:00.010+08:00

I reached home not long ago from the strenuous 3 days 2 night family chalet. Although I feel like dumping myself on my bed right now, blogging is my first priority. I need to blog about that Sentosa outing I had few days back, and I shall do it now.

The day was great although the constant fear that it would rain and thank god it didn't; instead we're all tanned and sunburnt like pigs. And I was dumb enough not to sleep the previous night, but busy blogging about the purple sky. Pfft. Still, seeing all of their faces actually puts me on cloud nine. I swear. Most of us only met like once a year?

We took our usual 188 and then shuttle bus to Sentosa. I was late as usual but I'm not the last at least. Hehe. We reached sontosa at around 11am.

And we have our eat al fresco at the Pahlawan Beach! The weather is great, the sand and sea is great. Even the people there are great too. It wasn't as crowded as it always is.

We had our usual poker games, dog and bone, ball games and swim of course.

And this is Khair. I promised to blog about this photo; and i did. I have no idea what he is modelling for.

We left sentosa at 8pm and make our way through Harbour Front for dinner. It's another simple day at Sentosa yet everyone do had fun and this would be another memorable moment for us.

Purple sky

2009-03-19T07:10:00.007+08:00

This is kinda random but it's something that I want to share. It's a rare chance to actually see purple sky/clouds, but hey it's my luck today. I swear these aren't editted.

Beautiful isn't it?

It changed to blue splitseconds later.
Then to it's normal colour minutes later.

Pennis-less

2009-03-19T03:17:00.006+08:00

It's already been months doing nothing but barely waiting for some great getaway. It's not that there's none, but I'm just penniless that is. Consequently, what I did was merely meeting up with friends for a cup of kopi, catching free gigs at town or just sit at home doing nothing. I need more cash easier said.

Sentosa beach picnic with my best pals later. Ideal time to take a breather and day off from all the work loads. Photos should be uploaded later, hopefully.

Take care.

Itinenary for sale

2009-03-16T07:12:00.003+08:00

I just got home from Isam's place and gosh I had another hysterics moments with those crazy asses. With Kuceng who always add on to Hazwan's crap, it makes the atmosphere earsplitting with our laughters. I swear we woke the birds up few times. Haha.

Anyways, I booked 2 theory lessons today to add to my yet-to-fill itinenary for today. I really need to continue with my pracs but the irregular weather scares me. I don't wanna put on raincoats and boots for my pracs.

Okay, need to hit my sack. Take care.

Another junket

2009-03-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

Okaaay, I did promised to myself that I won't be accepting anymore outings or performances due to my hectic and occupied schedule that's pushing against me. And I just broke it by agreeing to perform for Teck Whye speech day. What am I still doing in teck whye for goodness sake?

Anyways, steamboat session with KPL was awesome! Thanks Arief for your great hospitality and we do had lot's of fun, I swear. Photos should be uploaded soon. 19th March would be another day out at Sentosa, this time round with TPB and some secondary school mates. I am waaay looking forward to it. A lot of catching up need to be done(:

P.S I need someone to accompany me to take my bike practical. Anyone?

In need of chill pills

2009-03-09T02:51:00.005+08:00

I can predict that there'll be massive amount of workloads in few weeks time. Fortunately, i've completed a poster draft for Viva La Symphonie III and Ensembles Concert. Started way early since I'm not capable of doing last minute work. Hopefully, this will reduce stress in near future considering that I am also in the band camp committee.

Bike pract was exhausting due to the blazing sun. Had some burnt here an there nevertheless, it paid off with a pass. Publicity meeting at 10am later on and I knew the chances of me waking up is very slim. I should hit the sack now or wouldn't be able to make it on time tomorrow.

Strip poker anyone?

2009-03-07T01:57:00.003+08:00

Gosh, im addicted to poker. It's way better than daidee or black jack in a sense that it's more exciting, but without using real monies that is to say. Put the blame on Kavu's brilliant idea for bringing the whole poker set down to isam's house. And we're all now like, gambling addicts. I just love the feeling of having tons of tokens slab right infront of me; of course after winning each rounds. Initially i had the most number of tokens not until we're tired of playing and so we're all in, and lost everything to isam eventually. Eventually, all those addicts actually continued playing online poker at Tagged, gosh.

On a side note, im already feeling the pinch - my upcoming busy schedule. I need to push aside a huge lump of money and time. It's gonna take a toll on me, i swear.

Oh, wish me luck for my bike prac this sunday. Take care.

Milestone

2009-03-03T01:40:00.006+08:00

heyy(:
its 3rd march!
&im legal now. yehaa. haha.
it meant so much for me.
i can smoke w/o fear &enrol my license soon.
hehe.

firstlyyyy,
i would like to thank the people
who wished me. haha
through facebook, through msn
toooo many to mention.
you know who you are, so once again, a BIG thanks!
on a special note to
hams for wishing me through webcam by banners. haha
kirsten &clar section, for the photos(:
naf and friends for singing birthday song through phone
&naf, darul, arief, huss for singing another birthday song through phone.
haha. thanks.

okayy, celebration was INDEED unpredicted.
&can be said the best celebration ever. haha
started out with me &aisyah
dining in at IMM swensens.
49ers beef, some side dish &ice cream cake are loved.

then to a really unexpected birthday surpise
by hams, aisyah, abi, kuceng, isam, romeo, kavu &izzul
i alr assumed that they have forgotten my birthday.
as we have not contacted for few days.
but i was wrong.
they actually used that 'few' days to plan for this party.

thanks for the mask w/o eye holes &crown i had to wear throughout,
the cake, the presents & all of you for taking your time out
to plan this instead of studying for your end of year exams. haha.
thanks once again brothers &sisters((:

&so theres another cake cutting back at home.
haha. sis bought chocolate cake &pizzas.
i swear i was freaking full after all those foods(:
& im enrolling class 2b tomorrow((: hehehe.

the swensens cake. with aisyah

cake with brothers and sisters((:

cake with family. loveee((:

the presents. from brothers and sisters lovee.
top left, mask &crown which i must put on from a flyover to abi's block.
background, a big frame aisyah did. photos of me &her. sweeet(:
bottom left, suzuki GSX 600! woots. My dream bike. dream on... haha
next to it, calendar of my life journey. from 1991 to 2009. haha. coool
bottom right, its neither a contraband ciggs nor a real ciggs. there's 11 sticks in the box and there are notes in each stick. written individually by themm. sweeet((:
thanks for the time &effort in doing all of these. ((:

hahaha. eventually, i looked stupid. hahha.
another great day with family and friends. thanks againn((:

Hong Kong. Cheap cheap

2009-03-02T02:54:00.002+08:00

heyy(:
the HK photos i've promised to post.
it took me more or less 4 hours editing them.
these beautiful photos were not taken by me.
thanks to yani, arief, darul for these coool photos(:

cant deny that there are tons of unglams
photos of me in there. haha.
apparently, im not alone. hehehe.
alryte, enough talking.
let the photos do the talking((:

Main highlight of this trip, Hong Kong Disneyland! Carousel, roller coaster, mickeys everywhere = love(:

Night at the museum. They have way cooooler museums than we do(:

Our main purpose of us here. Boring but great experience i must say(: Exchange with musicphilic, Neowind &performance at Disneyland(:

What's better than free and easy?

2009-03-01T18:17:00.004+08:00

ohmygodd. im freaking bored.
stay at home all dayy.
heavy downpour makes me lethargic to do things.
siannn.

yay! picnic in style confirmed!
organised by natty moo &me aka ponyo events team.
those invited please rsvp through facebook okay!
we're both sexcited lahh. haha.

& i was checking my calendar aka organizer
i thought that after HK trip, i would be able to rest butt
i was wrong. haha
i found out that march will be a freaking busy month for me.
&hell loads of money is needed(:

19th march - Sentosa Outing with TPB and Bimbos
20th to 22nd - Family Chalet
23rd - Picnic In Style!
24th to 26th - W24F Chalet

prays hard that everything goes on well.

2009-02-28T19:29:00.003+08:00

hey(:
im back from Hong Kong.
it was waaaaayyyy awesome lah.
i will not going to blog all about it or it'll cost all the trees in the jungle.
photos will be uploaded soon yeah.

special thanks to some people who made
this trip a really enjoyable and memorable one.
aisyahhh, naff, syuu, lesterr, yanii, darull, sadiqq, arieff, huss.
&others which i didnt mention.

&shisha session with naff, aisyah, darul, sadiq &yani
was awesomeee! meet up again bitches. picnic maybe?
haha. take care pples.

&to youu. watch what you're saying
&stop spreading rumours can or not bitch?
or face the ugly consequences i've promised.

2009-02-19T20:10:00.001+08:00

weee. few more hours to hongkong.
cant wait. flight at 6am.
&must be there ard 4am. zzz
i hope i will not be late. lol
alryte. take care people((:

2009-02-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

valentines day was so gayy lah.
because i went out with
romeo &kuceng; the one w/o dates. haha.
but who cares.
went to town area. walk around seeing couples everywhere.
people selling flowers everywhere. lol.
then kuceng needa go off 1st, leaving me &romeo.
me&romeo walked to esplanade since we dont know where to head.
around 8pm, dad called asking me to tag him go fishing.
so i asked romeo along.
off we're to ecp. mom accompany dad to fish
while me &romeo stroll along the beach
scanning chicks. haha.
head home around 3am.

&today, it was tpb 1st birthday!
5 of us celebrated it.
romeo valentino, bang sparrow, luey vayo, kuceng &zeeq rentequiero.
it was fun, we made rockets! wohoo.
was so happy abt the rockets that i hit a tree.
i have bruises on my face now. damnn.
its ugly . argh.

2009-02-14T03:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day people!
i was browsing through youtube for videos
when i cross over this very legendary TPB video.
yeah, we did it years ago.
I miss those times when we're as close as hell.
the vid really make me laugh and reminisce those times.
its called tpb majic show. haha
enjoy yaw!

2009-02-13T20:09:00.002+08:00

its 13feb/ &this year 13feb isnt like anyother years.
why? cause i am staying at home.
usually this is the time me &friend will be busy
buying things. yeah lah, for valentine's day tomorrow.
no date means jolly well stay at home.
im not sad or what lah.
but valentines day is so not for me anymore. haha

2more days to tpb official 1st year birthday.
although we have been together for 5years? haha
hope all of you remember the date(:

staying all day at home today and tmwr.
boredd.

2009-02-11T05:09:00.002+08:00

heyy(:
im missing quite a bunch of people.
i swear.
yesh, those who always get me in hysterics
with their lamee &dirty jokes. haha.
you know who you are.

arghh, gave a miss to live and loaded again
due to band. sad.
anyone with tickets for next weeek?

i swear you just wasted few minutes
reading this aimless post. haha.
take care people.

2009-02-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

hey.
im in a fucking bad mood today.
idk why. maybe nothing goes my way today
&it has been a long time since my family went out together.
everybody is doing their own thing now. haish.

meet kuceng just now.
others busy, siannn
hang around his house area.
head home around 9pm.

nothing else i guess. hee.
take careee

2009-02-07T01:11:00.004+08:00

gyeah!
what's up hommies?
altyres. its another mundane day.
siann. i cant wait for any outings
esp with my beloved brothers((:

thonning at isam's house tgt w hazirah soon.
yahoo. movee marathon.
its quite late to go out now,
but i am using my sneak out tactics. haha

thats all i guess.
&if you guys ever get bored reading this blog,
go bloghopping lah, kenny sia has a good one.
or watch movees online.
bye. takke care!

2009-02-05T00:55:00.003+08:00

heeya(:
i need moneyy
&lots of them for my long awaited:
1) class 2b license
2) Kawasaki Kr
i need at least $4k.
arrgh, where to find?
mommy/daddy? haha
or anyone who's kind enough to donate? lol.

talking about moneyyy.
i was digging my old mails & i found somewhat true about singaporee. haha.

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),
And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP).
Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you.
So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)?
With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS),
you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA),
Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB).
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH),
You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund.
If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you,
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE).
If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads.
If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT),
OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax,
Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become
So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

2009-02-04T01:23:00.003+08:00

heyy(:
firstly, i would like to apologise for my previous post.
hahaha. some really gt freaked out huh.
but you guys have been warned what.
padan muker korg. hehe.

was otp with abi just now
&i asked him how he would rate his life at this instant.
between 1 to 10, he chose 8/9.
i am happy for him, pretty much settled down.
&me, i would rate my life 5/6
still finding things in my life.
i dont even know what im finding just yet.
i'll figure it out. haha

2more weeks to hongkong
cant wait but dont feel like going though.
alryte. got to go(:
take care!

2009-02-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

1st of feb.
so fast eh time flies.
1more month to my 18th birthday.
the moment i've always been waiting for.
for a smoker and a boy who always wanna ride bike.
18 is for me(:

i was listening to mj12 the other day.
& KC gave this link which actually freaked me out.
i was alone while reading &looking at the pics.
here goes: HERE
*its in malay

2009-01-31T02:37:00.003+08:00

heyy(:
firstly, these pictures is dedicated to all the inhumans out there,
who shows no respect and justice towards people.
secondly, some graphics below may cause discomfort to some.
you've been warned!

the title says it all. nice approach they use here. but using a human as a shield is simply a cowardly act.

Even jewish want the israel to stop their killings. Terrorism has no religion.
pointing gun at kids? burn in hell asshole. Innocent kid get killed. Imagine living with fear. buying a piece of bread outside dosen't gurantee you back home in one piece.
Wives killed.
this is too much. moment before her mother dies. moment before they died.

peace no war(:

2009-01-30T05:52:00.003+08:00

i love blogging late at night.
or should i say early in the morning.
okay, its 5.53am.

had been playing word challenge all night.
thanks to simonleeeeee.
stop challenging me &calling me loser.
i think he won 5 times &i won once.
you are one lucky boy.

i will read and study encarta to trash him back. wahaha.

BUT!!

Be sure to catch

Hazeeq Returns with Encarta

Coming in cinema near your house.

Simon, watch and CRY!

okay, this shows how bored i am.

take care people(:

2009-01-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

i love my mohawk wannabe hair.

2009-01-28T04:34:00.002+08:00

heyya(:
its 4.30am &i cant get to sleep.
dont feel like sleeping yet.
life is way boring now

theres smth i wanna do now since holidays just started
definitely not going to school
not going to work
not lepak everyday.

there's something to look forward to during this hols.
w24f chalet
hong kong disneyland
family chalet
gmax

okay. boring.

2009-01-27T16:38:00.002+08:00

tell me you dont need me anymore.
&tell me to stop waiting for you.

you have finally answered my question.
thankyou.
i never regret waiting a year for you.
it really makes me a stronger person.
&realise that youre really the other part of my heart.

i will let it go.
thanks for not letting me hanging in the air(:

2009-01-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

heyya.
life has been tough.
i hate to pretend.
to look jovial and cheerful where deep insight,
something is amiss.
something is definitely not in its right place.
or am i just paranoid?

i guess it is you who is missing in my heart.
i need you back here.
right here in my arms.
i may not get what i always wanted.
but i will keep on trying.

let's continue pretending in this ceaseless play.

2009-01-24T02:56:00.002+08:00

today marks the last day of year 1.
&that means e35j is seperating.
the past one year in rp have been appaling
but it was the people whom make it great.
w24f &e35j are bunch of crazy asses.
but most imptly, they are great friends.

we did have a farewell dinner at t3, popeye.
not everyone was there literally but thats the best moment for e35j.
it started me waking up late &went to class ard 1.30pm.
i was marked absent but i was there to see the faci &classroom for the last time.
it was sad leaving the classroom for the last time.
after their presentation we took bus 858 to airport t3 for popeye.
while in the bus, a person whom i afraid of &hate sat few seats infront on me.
i was pondering over it then something struck my mind.
he looked like any other passenger in the bus
then why fucking on earth should i be afraid of him.
i will always rmbr that he is just another passenger in the bus.

at popeye, i swear i ate alot. its fattening but i like. haha
went to garden top straight after that.
we were playing with the trolleys.
we took turns to sit and push each other. haha.
yes, we were having fun by embarrasing ourselves.
at the garden top, elliot was pushing me &he tried to drift but he failed.
i end up lying helplessly on the floor with lots of eyes looking at me. haha

after that went to t2 by taking the skytrain.
go to viewing mall.
played truth and truth. it turn out bad though. lol.
around 9pm most of them needd to leave.
bryan, siti, shah &me planned not to go home that early.
so we went to cityhall.
slacked at starbucks quite a while then head to padang.
by then its alr 12am.
leave padang around 1am &i took nr3 home.
& it was freaking $3.50.
it was really tiring but i really had fun.

well, i guess its time to catch some sleep.
holidays till april is definitely exciting.
taking hold of the holidays.
end with some quote from Harriet Braiker
"Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection is demoralizing."

2009-01-20T11:23:00.005+08:00

its tuesday &few more days to holidays!
today came in late again because its enterprise.
hope something interesting happen today.
okay, going swensen chalet later after band practice.

updates on sis engagement.
it turned out to be a very tiring day for me.
i may not helped that much but entertaining people can be v tiring.
people keep coming and go.
i shall let pictures do the talking then.

$80 which will 'change' to $8k soon
from the other party
mom, dad &sis

one family

putting in the ring

the engagement ring

discussing?

bro, bro gf, cousin, me and sis

pose tak perlu. haha

my family

siblingss.

that's my sis

2009-01-16T23:13:00.004+08:00

i blogged this on friday and i saved it as draft. dumb fuck. here goes the late post.

tgif.
i cant really rest this weekend.
it will be my sis engagement &i will be very busy(:

its 16 jan &its AISYAHHH birthday!
again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!. 18 alr ahh.
thanks for being such a great friend!
youre the bestt, serious
stay strong esp when youre stuck in a situation like this.

so, skipped boring lessons &go celebrate aisyah's birthday.
planned to watch eden lake at amk hub but not enough time to travel there.
so went to cwp. & we dine in at swensens.
we ordered mega burger and fries.
aisyah got her free firehouse icecream because its her birthday.

&i got it too, because i used my bro ezlink card, his birthday is tomorrow.
firehouse is nice, because its free. lol. haha
freaking full as i already ate beforehand during my 1stbreakout.
&yeah, we had fun.

hang around civic center after that then went for sectionals back at school.
only 3 went for sectionals, pathetic. but i learnt something though.
alrytes. enjoy your weekeedns(:

2009-01-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

heyy(:
i came in late for class as usual.
reached at 11am, 2hours late.
today's problem was boring. zzz
it was straightforward thus nothing much for us to present on.

back to some serious note, i think i'm gonna pass this semester, borderline
argh. year 1 sucks for me. i've got the feeling that i might stay for year 4. zzz
repeat repeat repeat repeat.

&today bryan hurt his little finger while rocking the table with me.
i think it's serious. so accompany him to raffles medical center at cwp
which is really FUCKING hopeless, i will like to emphasis again on the word FUCK.
we're not holding cash with us, so i asked if the bill can be forwarded to bryan's house.
&she said no. this is an emergency lah bitch. so we do not register and bryan went to a
clinic near his house, which is at tw.

okok. for my previous post.
they are my thoughts only.
if you people think im reffering to you. better dont.
because its not you.
i will confront the person i referring to alrytes(:

2009-01-11T05:24:00.002+08:00

here goes.
so its another day of aimless outing with romeo, luey, abi, kyt &ated.
haha. went to clarkquay to roam ard &settled down to watch
the gmax. its fucking awsome! thrilling. gonna play that next week. haha.

then we meet up with ated at bugis.
thought of shisha-ing, then changed our mind to esplanade.
walked from bugis to esplanade.
lepak till our ass gt sore then head home.
bus ride can never be more entertaining. haha.

alrytes, so back here with me at home.
busy cleaning up my room for my sis engagement, next week.
so tedious. haha. time flies &my sis gonna get married soon. zzz.

i hate it everytime i need to do what others asked me to.
it looks as if i dosent have my own stand.
fuck you people who always forced me to do things i dont want.
fuck you people who want to change what i am just because you hate it.
i pray to god that you will be more exposed to the world, not be some fucking nerds.
you hate what im doing, then just fuck off.
its always okay for me to lose people like you.

first thing in my wishlist.
im gonna quit band. anyone gonna stop me? i hate it now. sorry.

2008-12-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

eylo(:
last day of 2008.
sweet &bitter times i had this year?
let's not ask the obvious. haha
i shall reminisce the good ol' things this year.
im not so sure of the dates though

22 january 2008
broke off w syariza after almost 3years together.
tough desicion though.
sweet memories though(:

24 january 2008
collection of olvl results
another turning point of my life.
at that moment i thought i would fail badly.
but i got 20 points.
&miraculously i passed my maths.
i qualify to get in poly.

15 february 2008
tpb revitalized(:
the day where no more grudges, no more sides should be created, ever again.
&best, new handshake(:
yup, 16 of us(:

18 february 2008
school allocation.
i got in RP, dip in new media.
wasn't that satisfied, was aiming for sp though.
a point of time where i gt to now teera better.

10 march 2008
attached to teera.
was the happiest man. haha
things turned the opposite then,
thus breaking off.
one month after, 10 april 2008.

7 april 2008
first day of school.
school was cool at the beginning.
new circle of friends, new sch rules, new learning style.
that's where i got to know aisyah(:
haha.

that's all the good ol' things.
after april it was boring.
sch &sch.
2008 was draggy &boring unlike 2007.

my favourites of the year:
song: whine up by katdeluna &ketahuan by mataband
word: relax ah & haha
thing: my laptop
&lastly, i have always been waiting for that someone since starting of the year(:

hope 2009 would be fun, joyful, cheery & ecstatic year ahead(:
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL EARTHLINGS!

2008-12-30T04:42:00.000+08:00

eylo(:
another hectic day.
went to ecp today to take back my ezlink at this bicycle rental shop
wwhich i unknowingly left it there last week.
thanks abi for accompanying me there.

went to esplanade after that.
romeo met us there.
monday was boring esp at town area.
there's no one.
sat at marina steps then to watch some band gigs at esplanade.

left ard 8pm due to boredom.
catch a movee at abi's house.
slacked then head home ard 4am.

damn tired now.
jogging later. tag along anyone?
haha.

2008-12-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

eylo(:
4more days to 2009.
can't wait for countdown. haha

so today went to orchard with romeo.
we windowshoped and chicks scanning. hehe.
i swear there are lots of chicks.
it was great.

fareast was our 1st stop.
i wanna buy dickies bag
but bo sen. next time(:
then to taka. earlier mom gave me $50 taka voucher.
yup. wanna buy shoes but they worth more than $50.
nothings else to buy, so i bought a billabong wallet.

went to eat at mac then proceed to taka outside.
smoke &smoke then saw romeo's girl he met at friendster.
romeo was quite reluctant to join the girl and her friends.
but eventually, we joined them.
kiwak, one of her friend lawa lah sial. hahaha.

we saw alot of bapoks today.
there's one who walked to the middle of taka outside.
& all the mats started to woo him.
kekek lah siol.
&he was happy of cos.
he started showing his ass and his man boobs in the middle of taka.

ard 11 head home together with the girls.
4more days and still counting(:

the wallet i bought

we love to cam whore in the toilet. first try.

second try. romeo valentino and zeeq tequiero

2008-12-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

eylo(:
waited long enough? haha
alryte, i've been lazy to blog.

so later at 5am im off to ecp.
dad sending me there, together with romeo, luey and bangg.
why early? not because we're enthusiast but because we
need to 'book' a spot. hahaha.

talking about enthusiast, i guessed
next time we (the organiser) should not be enthusiast
in planning. we should not waste our fucking time
planning, squeezing our brains, getting the money.
when people just don't put thoughts on our hardwork.

why? because only a few are going to this bbq,
less than 10? haha. BIG joke. i don't blame those
who can't come, last minute.
but myself, for wasting my smses, my time, money
for this stupid thing. i felt stupid now. haha.

but, fear not, we're still gonna enjoy ourselves!
haha. we got food and stuff prepared already.
& we'll goona finish those food, in which we prepared for 20 people,
all by our own, 10 people. great.

alryte, update soon(:
btw, tpb? tanam sudah.

2008-11-23T04:15:00.000+08:00

the story below are neither real nor fiction.
WARNING!

It's not for the faint hearted and homophobic people!

okay, so you've been warned.

Once, there were 5 friends who met online.

they shared the same dream, to be Miss Universe.

Yes, they are transvestis.

Ayman(real name: aiman) who is sexually confused since she/he were borned.

Darina (real name: dalton) did NOT went for sex change but declare himself trans.

Britney (real name: byan) is the preetiest trans amongst them.

Samantha (real name: simon) have the smallest eyes& look like chinese opera.

Hazel (real name: haziq) have the butch-trans look.

we get to know each other better. the day before Miss Universe.

introducing the top 5!

Miss Columbia (hazel)

Miss Venezuela (ayman)

Miss Dominican Republic (Britney)

Miss Mexico (Samantha)

Miss Russia (Darina)

Judges had a hard time choosing the winner.
After much discussion and votes from audience aroud the world.

The winner goes to...

MISS DOMINICAN REPUBLIC!

for having the most attitude face and she/he also won

the whilster mother look alike competition.

WE WE FEATURED IN MAGAZINES!

2008-10-27T02:20:00.000+08:00

im back(:
so im having my 1 week break.
but.. its filled with band rehearsals(:
i really wanna rest my mind &my body.
its ok, i have plenty of time to do so.

going to vivo tommorow with abi &kavu.
&&abi borrowed my lappy, soo. im missing my lappy wifey badly.
haha. make sure kau jage bini aku betol2.
good news, i got my last pay cheque.
bad news, it is stil on my hold balance. must wait for 2 &half days.
hopefully, it will be transefered into my bank acc tommorow.

wanna upload photos but they are in my lappy.
so i'll do it next time okk...
btw, im missing alot of people..
swensens people, kavu, isam, belo, nadia decades, aisyah, hamster.
random-ness.
meet up soon aite..

&mom keep saying things
that makes me wanna cry.
add on to my remorse state. haishh.
i felt terrible.
i promise to be a good boy now(:
1) no more going back late, as in reaching home at ard 5am.
2) won't quarrel with brother again.
3) do my house chores
lastly, be a fillial son(:

2008-10-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

haish, i can't believe what my dad msg-ed me earlier on
everything went crashing down.
although its a bad idea to tell cos it will effect my life,
but im glad he told me &my siblings about this.
what my dad told me makes me love/treasure
my mom more, to the fullest.
i felt guilty for adding burden to my parents esp mum,
all this while by my behaviour at home &outside.
if i knew this would to happen, i would
have promised myself longlong time ago to make my parents happy.
but its not to late yet.

seeing my mum in a pain state
hurt me soo much. its worst than a 2years relationship breakup.
there's only one wish from me now
to see her healthy and normal again.

i had to blog about this to make me feel better.
sorry to you readers who felt sick &tired
about my emo blog. always talking about my downside of life.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM

2008-10-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

I was just about to switch off my laptop &turn in.
but then i decided to blog.
i know this is a bad way to start back my blog
but im gonna say it anyway.

i guess i won't bother waiting anymore
i've decided to let go
i know that you have some other guy, it's obvious
but im still waiting, why?
because this is true love i supposed.
i've shown you my sincerity &that's the best i can do.

im gonna move on w another girl.
yes im desperate. desperate to be in love again
i miss the 'feeling' of being love.
&i hate the feeling of 'jealousy' it sucks &hurtful
this is just too much.
but i can still be your listening ears
someone you can still rely on.
i won't interfere w your whatever-relationship
you're having right now.
we shall be friends now.
all the best okay?

this is not meant to hurt you
it's just to console myself.
i hate this post but i had to.
to say what i wanna say.

2008-10-17T16:32:00.001+08:00

Blog's back(:
will update soon. do wait

2008-09-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

some photos taken last saturday(:
sabo-ed together with my swensen's clique.

wish the rest of them were there

break fast with family at bedok. love the food. yummy
surf &turf, yummy

hot choco choc with marshmellow(:

bought perfumes(:
adidas victory, adidas fruity rhythm &all time fav, ESCADA

2008-09-14T04:04:00.000+08:00

hectic &memorable day today(:
reached workplace late today.
breakfast &lunch wasn't that busy &kecoh.
ended at 3pm today cause going out with fams to geylang.
but work was different today.
every hours, minutes, seconds, miliseconds counts.
it was miserably my last day of work in swensens:(
i really don't want to leave but only she knows the reason why.

so i did my last singing of birthday song to customer
going to moe, taking orders &stuffs.
&i know all good things will come to an end.
at 3pm, went to moe with dayah.
it was the last time. sadsad.
at the diswasher area, danny wanna sabo me
together with the other staffs. arrgh!
first he sprayed whip cream &some butterscotch in my shirt
yucks! i swear the feeling was disgusting.
then the rest sprayed whip cream &idk what toppings onto my hair.
can't describe the feelings. it sucks big time. haha.
then aisyah smudge choco fudge onto my face.
the smell = moe

then had photo takings at setter/runner area.
idk why all leaving staffs will take a photo there.
haha. then after washing up, btw.. thanks fuad *ehem*
time to bid farewell to my wonderful stuffs.
that's when i started to get emotional. haish.
i think i love this job &the peeps too much...

i really wanna thank all who made my time in swens really wonderful.
special mention:
1) Aisyah - firstly, thanks for this job. kau lah selalu yang kacau aku
pat keje. &thanks for guiding me throughout my time here. weii, jgn slalu
pegy keje lambat tau. all the bestt(: buat fountain soon.
2) Fuad - aku akan rindu kau giler babs. you always make swens atmosphere
kecoh &fun to work with. sorry ah, dah takleh balek naek train dgn kau lagy.
btw, jgn stress2 pasal work. esp now, when they need you the mostt. don't get
presurried easily by what manager says. all the best okay(:
3) Ma'am Ida &Aisyah - thanks for the guidance aite(: i know ma'am ida always
scold me but w/o the scoldings, i would not have self-discipline at work. i will
miss both of you guys laughter &smiles(: take care &keep in touch ma'ams.
there are too much to mention, thanks everyone! JUMPER KORG NEXT WED!

i will continue blogging tomorrow + photos taken just now(:
ok GO!

2008-09-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

yawn, blogging randomly in class
just finished presenting.
today was enterprise module.
not as hard as i thought it would be.
business setup &marketing strategies are loved(:

&my team were laughing all they way.
&idk why. kecoh perh korg?
haha(:

tpb are bowling later.
i can't join, class ends late; like usual
sad seyh.
&maybe meeting abi aft his work.
okeh. log off now.
takecare &happy weekends(:

&teera send this to me yesterday through email.
ingtkan aper. haha. tapy cute(: this was teera artistic point of view
teera said this was egg, zeeq said it was tooth -_-"

teera said this was sushi, zeeq said it was coke zero -_-"

zeeq artistic point of view(:
so zeeq being nice, show teera how to draw a sushi &egg correctly. hehe^^

2008-09-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

it was thursday, finally.
and i did not attend sch today.
cause it's 911. so holiday. lol. jkjk
woke up real late, so forget about coming late.
so continued sleeping.
&&aisyah called, classmates asked me tag along
to bukit timah for pool. but, i continued sleeping.
ahhh -_- sorry people. too tired lah &of cause, sleepy.

ard 4.30 leave house and went for band practice.
played tuba concerto, 2nd suite in F.
need to practice more . cause i know im lazy.
today break fast with only wedges &a stick of cigarette.
how pathetic.

went to pondok aft band, reached ard 9.30pm
strength reported: 6 people (isam, kavu, romeo, khair, abi, alien.)
all doing their terawink.
not rounds of prayers, but rounds of pokergames.
haha. setan korg.
leave around 10.45pm.
&walked home with isam &talked about
how miserable our hairs are.

&&some random photos captured during the last few days.

webcam with kuceng &isam

hakk. muker stop it

dalton who always bully people, get bullied by zamir &simon; at last. haha

simon sleeping though he was seated smack right infront of faci

some decent photo. piano recital at trcc studio. forced to attend

2008-09-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

eugenia lesson again, finally.
its fun like usual only that the problem statement
are hard to explain and put into words.
but nevertheless, we goona sort it out later.

yesterday was computing. my team left halfway.
bryan, ayman, wenting &me went to watch 4bia at causeway.
the movee was okeh &to special mention the last scene;
it scared my ass off. it was exhilarating due to the 4 scene
and the suspense that scares everyone alot.
i rate the show 4/5 due to too graphical on a certain scene.

Finally, my last week of work aft working for 4months+.
Too tired to continue working.
I guess i'll take a 1week leave and then dissapear myself.
haha. swensens peeps breaking fast together
at don't know where next wednesday.
looking forward to it. Last time seeing them. haish.

got to go .
need prepare presentation.
wansuay(:

2008-09-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging.
I'll only blog when i gain insprirations
and when i feel like blogging.

Few days with new class, E35J.
&they are actually a bunch of awesome people.
though i think that W24F is much more better.
I can't judge yet cause' its still too early to know(:
well, the guais one have outnumbered the paikia ones.
but who knows, sooner or later the paikia number increases.
leaving only afew guais one behind. haha.
im so bad XD

but still, the 4 paikiaa in class
namely SIMON WOMEN WITH WIGS, ZAMIR JIALAT, DALTON RUN BEFORE YOU JUMP & ME 2 Nose 1 EYES!
are enough to make the class noisy
&'condusive' to study in.
haha. hope more could join in the fun.
let's see in more weeks to come. hehe.

remember those times.
sweet yet filled with bitterness in between.
haish, if only we can celebrate raye again this year.
wearing the same colour like last year, which was red.
haish. we realised how much we love each other.
but then again, let's just go our own ways.
remember, i'll always care for you.
imissyou(:

2008-08-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

Last day of Sem 1
which means holidays! no big deal, 3 weeks only
it is also my last day with my class, W24F
5months we've been through
&its time to change class, fucking policies in RP.
but we'll always be friends forever, that's for sure.
i swear my time here with you guys are amazing
just too much to say and i just cant expressed them by words.

my testimonials for you guys are not ready yet.
soon yeahh...
in the meanwhile, since photo speaks a thousand words.
so let it talk!

& this video here, my class did it on the last day of school. Nothing else to do. Enjoy! Hope you guys have catch the advertisement before, because this is the re-enacthment of it. Venue, RP toilet, Rp facilitation room, Changi airport T3. Enjoy!

2008-07-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

been missing for sucha long time.
its just plain lazyness in me.
&yes, gotten my first pay
weeee~

so went to bought some stuffs at bugis and penin
went with aisyah.
hmm, now quite broke already
i spent about $120 on new shirts, shoes, pants.
& the best item, hoody!
been craving for that for sucha long time.

&treating nadia at swensens for her very belated birthday
together with nisah. date not conferm yet, still
treating isam, nabil &shabri a hoody each. heee(:

&i will set aside $100 monthly for my motor lisence
which im taking next year.
can't wait for that day. haha

ouh yah, on sunday
went to swensens at parkway parade to celebrate dad's
birthday. i can't finish the breaded chicken because im damn full.
before that went to eat durians at four season durian cafe.
one word, heaven.
don't know what makes the durian so expensive
2 durians at $65
but, its enough to feed 5people.
haha. now having sore throat.

now back in school.
most of my classmates left
but i didn't. too tired and lazy.
might as well just sleep in class
entertaining that fookmeng.

ok, need to do my ppt now.
btw, president nathan coming over to RP later
so class ends at 4. weee~

i know what you have gone through
its the same as mine.
we've hurt each other, both in the same way
maybe, that's true love?
im still waiting...

2008-07-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hey(:
gonna talk about yesterday.
went to class, which was enterprise
boring problem statement, so we left during second breakout.
borrowed rp digi cam and planned to go to har paw villa.
but since its getting late and most of us having our respective IGs
we plan to watch hancock at causeway.

bolang, andy, laifu, weixiang, yong ann
wenr to catch the 3pm show.
me &aisyah didn't watch so we went to old woodlands
went there to take some great pictures
but end up piercing our lips.
it wasn't hurtful as what i thought it would be(:

proceed to band after that.
played gloriosa, instant concert, dikir puteri &sway.
quite fun though(:

went home eat, bath, smoke &sleep.

2008-07-15T02:56:00.000+08:00

monday blues~
had a smoke with hams, aisyah &shah
at admiralty park during 1st breakout
sooo long since i had some smoke break w hams.
2nd breakout eat with them aagain
i ate alot; ckn adobo, banana caramel waffle, cookies & cream ice cream
ham are missed(:

went for sectionals around 5.30pm
gloriosa getting better &better(:
tmwr's practice at studio, must wear shoes
argh~

on the way to woodlands station
isam texted me, he want to meet up
to have a chat w me.
so, we meet at senior area.
its really been a long time since i last chat w him
damn happy(: haha
linger around untill 11.30pm then head home
i miss you ! sounds so gayy. haha

having culture UT later.
all the best to me for not studying.
haha.
its 3.05am now, played Guitar Hero III
now my eyes hurts and im starting to see stars.
alryte. i need some good sleep.
wansuay(:

2008-07-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

its a saturday again
& i feel like going out with friends
laser quest-ing at cidans
sadly, i gotta work later.

next two weeks.
having band fest. &other performance
so, cant work for that week.
&hopefully im free on that saturday
cause' im going out w nad &nisah
treating them swensens.
&also, some time for me for tpb

for this week &the week after
its all about sch, work &band
can't wait for PAYDAY((:
hehe.

oryte, shall blog some other time
need to rush off to work(:
wansuay

2008-07-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

Heyy(: im beginning to lose focus in class

i slack more than doing work

there are like piles of research that need to be done every single day.

hectic & tedious but i guess there are no other ways?

always end up sleeping and gaming all day in class

i SHOULD start doing my work already.

some photos taken in class:

trying to look sexy. btw, that's eunice behind

aisyah, me, weixiang during science class
us again, yeah thanks ah. with the opposite N ans S
Let me explain. bolang took the initiative to took this picture and set it as my

desktop wallpaper when i was away. Haha. This is yongann, bolang &zhanglei(:

2008-07-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

sorry for the previous post.
yeah, i admit its my fault again.

i really cant bear this pain anymore.
its hurtful to my heart
i post the previous blog
cause' i want you to hate me
when you read it
& i want myself to hate you when i read it
so that i can really move on.
it is like the only best way out for me
to get rid of my affection towards you
down deep in my heart.

i have tried every means and ways to move on
but i just cant. idk why.
i know you cared for me as a friend
& i know what you have been facing through all these while.
i would like to kneel down on my knees
& apologise to you.
i'm sorry once again iza
its hard for you to make the decision.

&whatever i post before are just my thoughts
it is never meant to hurt you in anyways
and some are just for me to read
so that i'll hate you and therefore move on.
its a bad thing to do, i know
but theres no other ways for me.

&its up to you now
you decide how we should end this thing
cause im just very blur.

2008-07-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

alryte.
i've read enough,
i've seen enough,
i've heard enough.
alot of unanswered qns left to be answered by her.
but i guess, some qns have no ans to it.
perhaps hams, isam, din, aisyah and others said
are true.
there's no point waiting anymore.
she don't even care anymore
why she enjoy her love life while
i suffer here?
bodoh sak cicak.

i'll find someone better than her.
that's what everyone said.
yup, its hard.
but i'll surely find one soon.
i hope.

thanks to those who have borrow
their listening ears.
thanks to those, esp ham, din, aisyah
who always have to stop me cause i always talk abt
how miserable my life was now w/o her.
thanks to those liars who ruined my life entirely
thanks to those bitches, matherfockers who took my
happiness away.

i promise to stop talking about her.
i've forgotten about her now.
she's now a stranger to me
we're nothing now.
friends? HAHA.
i'll pretend nothing have ever HAPPENED within us
alryte. i'll now heed you guys advise.
yeahh...

all the best with your new love life.
i found you guys very sweet.
hope you guys last.
insyallah smpi kahwin.
wish you all the best in your future endeavours, stanger.
mark my last words from me to you.
cause i'll nvr blog abt you anymore.
'you make me realised who i am in your heart'
(:

i never left you for another girl
but you left me for another guy.
thanks eih

2008-07-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

back to blogging
gotta jot in some feelings here.

i told myself to move on
but im just faking myself.
i told myself that there are other fishes in the sea
but realised there's no other better fish
i told myself to never look back
but im always reminded by those good old days
i told myself to forget about her
but the more i tried, the harder it gets
i told myself that we are not going to get back together
but i insist in waiting for her
i told myself not to think about her everynight
&yes i did, but it makes me go crazy and cry everynight

yes, this time im serious about this.
but i can never get another chance to prove it to her.
i don't know till when i will be like this.
only timen & fate will decide everything for me.

ok, back to real blogging.
went for a drink during 2nd breakout
at coffeeshop outside RP.
Yongann open table &bought 2 bottles of tiger.
don't know tiger taste that bad lah.
well, i guess im back to drinking.
only i know the reason why.

after sch, head to pondok and chill
ard 7 head home &went out to meet abi and the rest.
watching soccer at cck stadium.
saf vs trfc. 1-0
hahaa. lepak at abi's hall
and crack jokes all the way
then head home w isam and khair.

reach home and rush to complete my rj.
ookok
shall blog some other time(:
wansuay

2008-06-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep at night
always thinking of why im such a fool.
you know why?

because,
these few months, its just about me &her.
Finding ways on how i can improve when we get together.
telling my friends about her
telling them how lucky i am to have her.
when they we went chicks hunting
i would not be that excited, why?
cause, i knew already have a girl waiting to be my present.
i think of her all night, almost everytime i talk.
she would be one of topic to talk about.
&im always scared, what if i might lose her.
but i felt confident that we would get together.

but thing changes.
&my hope were shattered into pieces.
yeah, its my fault again.
cause we drifting apart. i did not
contact her due to other commitments.
school, work, cca.
but i just want you to know that
you are always in my mind.
no matter where i am,
no matter how busy i am.
im sorry if i have to avoid you
for the moment. until i fully forget
what happened within us.
i have to forget the memories i have w you.
until it come to an extent where i totally forget
your name &everything about you; when we're back to strangers
this is too hard and harsh for me
but i have to do it this way.
the only way for me to completely move on.

bottomline, im doing all of these for her.
&never for myself
i really wanna see you smile always
i wish you all the best
find a better guy, i know you have found one.
keep smiling always.

2008-06-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

atleast there's something to blog about.
meeting her after school tommorrow
to have a chat and she's sending me to work tomorrow
wee~

2008-06-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

Sewaktu kau melangkah
Meninggalkan diriku
Sebaknya rasa di dalam dadaku
Menahan titis air mata

Ingin aku berpesan
Kepadamu kekasih
Sekiranya engkau merinduiku
Hubungilah aku di sini

Jika ada kesilapanku
Maafkanlah diriku oh sayang
Dan izinkan aku bertanya
Mengapa kau berubah hati

Kiranya kau ada penggantiku
Aku mendoakan kebahagianmu
Walaupun aku merana,
Namun, kebahagianmu adalah kebahagianku

Walaupun hatiku kau lukai
Namunku masih menyayangi
Kerana sehingga waktu ini
Cintaku masih untukmu

Oh sayang di mana kau berada
Janganlah kau lupakan aku
Ingatlah aku walau sesaat
Seorang insan yang terluka

2008-06-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

feeling damn down now :(
really need someone to talk to.
i'll not be bloging that often
since there's really nothing in my life
anymore.
take care pple

2008-06-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

serjie asked me to do this quiz
long time ago. haha.
so, i'll do it now(:

qn1. what do you enjoy most?
ans: smoking(:

qn2. who's more important to you?
ans: family &brotherhood

qn3. who is the person you trust most?
ans: parents(:

qn4. do you have enough confidence?
ans: i never have.

qn5. if you have a dream come true, what will it be?
ans: to rule the world. XD

qn6. how do you define love?
ans: love cannot be defined, it can only be experience. (:

qn7. what is your goal this year?
ans: continue my 2nd year in RP

qn8. do you believe in eternal love?
ans: unless trust exsists.

qn9. have you broke someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
ans: never, im not that cruel. haha

qn10. what feeling do you loved most?
ans: better not say here. XD

qn11. what are you doing this quiz for?
ans: my friend asked me to do.

qn12. what feeling do you hate most?
ans: being stress but don't know about what.

qn13. do you cherish all friendship of yours?
ans: not all, cause they don't deserve to be cherished.

qn14. do you believe in god?
ans: of course!

qn15. what do you think is most important in your life?
ans: hapiness is all i ever wished for

qn16. who do you hope to be always there for you?
ans: family, tpb, friends

qn17. anyone you like/dislike now?
ans: alot in my mind, better not say out XD

qn18. what would you like to do now?
ans: end this quiz.

qn19. do you deserve love?
ans: hmm, maybe

qn20. if you can turn back time, when will it be? why?
ans: 17 years back. get rid of my sins i've collected since then.

yeah, that's all(:

2008-06-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!

bolang here today and this is the 1st time i team with haziq.
DAMN HAPPY , he is still the person who distracts me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok, its time for me to go and do our ppt. BYE!

P.S: BOLANG ROCKS LA.HAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-06-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

Last day of term break
was work day for me.
swensens was filled with customers
cause' its fathers day today
which i only came to my knowledge at that point of time
work are getting boring + lifeless
after the fun people are leaving.
~arrgh, aisyah. felt sad for her :(

after work head to marsiling
&meet up with aisyah at the void deck
chat and eat for a moment &went back to JE
to meet up with ezam.
he wanna check his roster.
linger ard IMM then wait
for syukri to finish his job.
aisyah had to go off early to meet 'an
so me, ezam &syuk played dai dee.

yeah, went home by train
with ezam, syuk &fuad.
reached home ard 12.30am
thats all. need my bath.
&some rest for tomorrow's lesson.
wansuay(:

2008-06-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

heyy,
back to blogging.
went to class bbq yesterday at pasir ris
reached late ard 12.30am
which everbody was already relaxing and
had stopped bbqueing
sat with the guys by the beach side
and they asked if im still a virgin.
haha.
after eating and some card games,
we went to the maze.
only yong ann, me, faez &stephen went in
cause the rest refuse. its dark &lotsa
spider web, but its not that scary afterall.
yup, managed to get out of the maze.
after that went to the mangrove walk.
its dark and scary.
we took the shorter route out.
went back to pit and talk crap all the way
till the sunrose.
so today early in the morn, walk by the shore
to pick up cockles. haha
alot of crab holes and we say something
like a turtle nest. not really sure
if it is turtle nest. tried digging but too much sea flies.
yeahh. so packed up and before gg home
ate breakfast at macdonalds.
took the train home then walk w yong ann &teong chye.
reached home, bath, eat then sleep.
woke up at 8pm and nobodys home
mom, dad &sis out to catch kungfu panda.
bro out w friends.
soo, im all alone. haha.
ok peeps, take care alrytes!
wansuay

2008-06-14T07:13:00.000+08:00

its time for me to say something yeah.
something i think should be said.
cause the person deserves it.
yeahh.

shes the one whom stand by me
all the time even without me realising.
shes the one whom ive gone thicks and
thins together.
shes the one whom care for and prays for me always
shes the one whom always send a goodnight wish
to me everynight.
&shes the girl whom i hurt the most but she
still wait and hope for us to be together again
shes the one i truely love and hope to be together again.
shes my past for now, but i'll make her my present.
i love you

yeah, its you ameng(:

2008-06-13T02:53:00.000+08:00

ahh~
work was great today. (:
with some customers who just make my day.
idk why customers today are superbly funny and friendly.

there's one customer who ordered
coit tower, an ice cream,
&he says 'do you mind if you don't place the small american flag
ontop of the ice cream, no issues' haha.
don't know what he's up to with the americans.

another customer was funnier.
i served him his banana split he ordered
then he says 'i want banana split not this'
&i told him that it was banana split.
& he keep on insisting that the ic i served is not
banana split. it goes on &on.
in the end he says 'just kidding, haha'

they just got on my nerves sometimes
but nevertheless, they brightened up my day.
'haha'

yeah~
now im all alone in my room
brother won't be home today
idk where he went.
so i can smoke all i want, in this comfy room
haha. ok. got to go.
take care peeps(:
wansuay

2008-06-12T02:31:00.000+08:00

yaw!
last week of term break.
yet im still busy with stuffs and
have not fully recharge for the following term.
i need a break. ~ahh
work and igs are taking up my hols.
too little time spend with friends and families.

nevertheless, i always managed to dig some
time for friends and families. went to tpb picnic
and i swear it was great. this friday, class bbq at pasir ris.
its all about time management(:

work was okay and had always brighten up my day(:
though with the exception from some managers
and assholes + irritating customers who thinks
that they're always right, when they're not.

alryte, guess im done blogging.
take care peeps
wansuay(:

2008-05-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

At last ah.
Last day of sch term..
the time to relax with friends and fams
wahaha.

damn, must go band camp ah
which is from tues to friday. 4d3n
can spend that time for friends and work.
too bad ah, its compulsory.
then the friday have tpb picnic.
don't know wanna overnight or not.
conferm penat giler babi.

alryte, got to go.
take care(:
wansuay.

2008-05-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

heyy(:
stuffs in sch have not been better for the past two months
i already had skipped 7 days of lessons
which make my attendance 89% for the semester.
i've skipped 4 lessons on science.
no more skipping yeahh(:
Daily grades had never been better.
B & C all the way. excluding -o.5 for late coming
UT for entreprise are out.
gotten a 7/30 for that which is a C grade
my predicted module grade: D+
arrgh. this fucking system in RP is really annoying.

but this results really made me realised the importance
of my attendance and my UTs.
i really hope that its not too late
so that i need not retake any of my modules.
i really have to work this out.
Pity my parents who spend thousands for my sch fees. hehe

&i wanna get my diploma(:

2008-05-21T15:22:00.000+08:00

heyy(:
something stuck in my mind, so i wanna blog
to let it all out.

i don't know why i keep on hurting people
im sorry to those whom i keep on hurting
over and over again
esp. you....
but i can't be back w you again,
&you know the reason
we should reallly move on
like what you said to me when we broke off.
im really sorry and i know it hurts you alot.
~~i miss you but i can't be with you:(~~

2008-05-06T12:11:00.000+08:00

ALOHA :D
I'm zeeq the geek. Hoho.
I think im gay. Actually, i'm a homo.
Haha, just kidding.

I'm zhuxin and i'm being such a nice friend by helping him update. where can he find such a nice friend man? =x
haha. kidding people (:
I'm updating to keep his blog ALIVEEEEEE. Got dirt liao
*blows dirt away*

*AHHH CHOOOO!*

Okie man, done.
HAHAHAHAHA ;x

2008-04-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hey(:
It have been awhile since i last blog
Im just plain lazy, futhermore
school has taken up so much of my time

words won't be able to describe everything
so, i'll let pictures explain
the things i've gone through this month.

Have fun yeah(:

2008-04-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

sch was boring,
everyday i did the same routine
over and over again
now in class. nothing to do, so i decided to blog.

after sch im meeting isam and abi
not sure where, keep on changing venues
i really need to talk to them
abt so many things.
haish.
&im really pissed off with
what abi told me last night about ...
it keeps me thinking

nothing else to blog lah
take care aites.