Zeeq Rentequiero

Let's not talk about my life today, let's talk about reality.

It isn't easy being a leader to be honest. A leader is someone who lead and motivate the members. A leader is also someone who'll get the blame for everything. Does most of the jobs and received all the complaints and insults from the other party.

Well, for me i'm already feeling the stress and depression around me. I tried to give my best to uphold justice, to lead and to motivate my members. But I feel that some party are not happy. It's hard being a leader. I've gotten insults and being hated badly by some of the members itself. They seemed not to appreciate what i've done. Maybe i'm not up to a real ' leader ' standard to them. I've got to deal with all the problems i had and in the meanwhile, regard the members feeling. But they don't seem to appriciate all of that.

No matter what the members think about me, whether it's positive or negative, I'll still do my best to lead and motivate them. That's my job and my promise to Darryl, Gerald and Zahidah.

God, please help me. I had to bear with this for a little while more...