Zeeq Rentequiero

I couldn't sleep at night
always thinking of why im such a fool.
you know why?

because,
these few months, its just about me &her.
Finding ways on how i can improve when we get together.
telling my friends about her
telling them how lucky i am to have her.
when they we went chicks hunting
i would not be that excited, why?
cause, i knew already have a girl waiting to be my present.
i think of her all night, almost everytime i talk.
she would be one of topic to talk about.
&im always scared, what if i might lose her.
but i felt confident that we would get together.

but thing changes.
&my hope were shattered into pieces.
yeah, its my fault again.
cause we drifting apart. i did not
contact her due to other commitments.
school, work, cca.
but i just want you to know that
you are always in my mind.
no matter where i am,
no matter how busy i am.
im sorry if i have to avoid you
for the moment. until i fully forget
what happened within us.
i have to forget the memories i have w you.
until it come to an extent where i totally forget
your name &everything about you; when we're back to strangers
this is too hard and harsh for me
but i have to do it this way.
the only way for me to completely move on.

bottomline, im doing all of these for her.
&never for myself
i really wanna see you smile always
i wish you all the best
find a better guy, i know you have found one.
keep smiling always.