Zeeq Rentequiero

sorry for the previous post.
yeah, i admit its my fault again.

i really cant bear this pain anymore.
its hurtful to my heart
i post the previous blog
cause' i want you to hate me
when you read it
& i want myself to hate you when i read it
so that i can really move on.
it is like the only best way out for me
to get rid of my affection towards you
down deep in my heart.

i have tried every means and ways to move on
but i just cant. idk why.
i know you cared for me as a friend
& i know what you have been facing through all these while.
i would like to kneel down on my knees
& apologise to you.
i'm sorry once again iza
its hard for you to make the decision.

&whatever i post before are just my thoughts
it is never meant to hurt you in anyways
and some are just for me to read
so that i'll hate you and therefore move on.
its a bad thing to do, i know
but theres no other ways for me.

&its up to you now
you decide how we should end this thing
cause im just very blur.