Zeeq Rentequiero

haish, i can't believe what my dad msg-ed me earlier on
everything went crashing down.
although its a bad idea to tell cos it will effect my life,
but im glad he told me &my siblings about this.
what my dad told me makes me love/treasure
my mom more, to the fullest.
i felt guilty for adding burden to my parents esp mum,
all this while by my behaviour at home &outside.
if i knew this would to happen, i would
have promised myself longlong time ago to make my parents happy.
but its not to late yet.

seeing my mum in a pain state
hurt me soo much. its worst than a 2years relationship breakup.
there's only one wish from me now
to see her healthy and normal again.

i had to blog about this to make me feel better.
sorry to you readers who felt sick &tired
about my emo blog. always talking about my downside of life.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM